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Sunday, May 09, 2010
Been too long

Patience...It's not a familiar word in my vocabulary.  Everyone has said it, I tried it for about 3 minutes...but...

It's hard not to take it personally when he flips flops like a fish out of water.  But I have learned that it's not me.

Two weeks ago I reached out to you and you responded.

I will not hurt you.  I have been there, I know that feeling and I wouldn't do that to you.

I am not sure where you stand.  I am willing to give you the stability that you are looking for.  I am looking for that too. 

He said, "will you think any less of me if I ask to make love to you?" She said, "would you think any less of me if I let you?"  Those words were the beginning of the best years of her life. 

Her memory went to the day she stepped back into his life...

She was raised believing that a man and woman should only lie together when they are husband and wife. 

But right now, she was doing everything possible to keep from tearing their clothes to be as close to him as possible.

She walked up to the door.  Before she could ring the door bell, the door flew open, every inch of his athletic frame filled the door and there was the biggest smile that she had ever seen.  Breathe, breathe, take deep breaths...

He swept her up in his arms like she was a doll.  She grabbed onto his arms. He gave her a quick peck on the cheek.  She rested her head on his chest and took a deep sigh.  She thought, 'this feels so right.'

She looked him in the eyes and held his gaze.  Their lips met and the warmest sensation traveled through her body.  This is what she wanted all those years ago and the desire is even more intense today.  Her body leaned towards him.  She moaned in delight.

Donnie, I will not hurt you.  Have a little faith, put your heart out there, I will take care of it as if it was my own.  I have been there I don't want to hurt, so why would I do that to you.  I am not like other women.  I love you.

He doesn't buy that I would mention a crush after 30 years.  I thought he knew.  I think he knew.  Does he want me to pour out all me feelings?  I thought I already had.  I love him.  I have been searching for him for the last 32 years.  WOW!! 32 years...

He knocked on the hotel room door.  She had to catch her breath before  she opened it.  The woosh of the door was the sound that drowned out her exhaling as she saw him standing at the door.  All she could think was please give me the strength.  She invited him in.  He strode in as if it was his room.  He closed the door as he entered the room.  He swept her up in his arms and gave her a long awaited hug.  She melted into those arms.  Their lips met...Heat was growing and tongues were dancing in each other's mouths.  Their hands were carressing each other's bodies.  She let out a moan.  His mouth pulled away from hers and went to the spot where her neck joined her torso.  She turned her head so he could have greater access to that spot.  Her breasts tightened up and the nipples hardened.  Please move your hand to cover one of them, was the thought in her head.  Please was the moan that came out of her mouth.  That was all he needed to hear...He carried her the bed and in no time they were both naked.  Hands and lips were discovering each other's bodies.  He left a line of kisses from her neck to her breasts.  He sucked on the nipples, he swirled his tongue around those nipples which got them harder and wet.  Her hands grabbed both sides of his head and arched her back so that her breasts filled his mouth.  He grabbed her sides as if to become one with her.

He moved his body back up to cover hers.  Again they were kissing.  His legs slowly separated her legs.  She eased them open to fit him.  She wanted him in her and he knew that but he wanted the moment to last.  She was pulling him towards her but he was resisting.  Her mind started to race...WHY???  She did not realize that he wanted to control the timing, but she needed him...really needed him.  Just as she wanted him in high school.  She was feeling that way again...

He whispered, 'slow down, we have all day.'  She said, 'please, now.  Please.  I need you now.'  'It's been too long, I want to feel you inside of me,' she said.  With the biggest grin on his face his response was, 'I know,' as he started kissing her again.  She returned the kisses and ran her hands all over his upper body hoping to drive him crazy. 

He reached out for her hands.  He interlocked their fingers and stretched their arms over her head.  With that she wrapped her legs around his legs and starting arching her back.  A smile came across his face.  She felt the smile, returned the smile and turned her head away.  That did not stop him.  He began to nibble on her ear.  His tongue darted into her ear and she let out a sound that she had never heard.  It came from deep inside her and he knew it was time.

He released her hands and held onto her hips.  He positioned himself in order  to enter her in one motion.  Which is what he did.  Both of them  let out a sigh as he entered her completely. 

I want to be in your arms.  I want to feel your touch.  Is that too much to ask for?  Why did we reconnect?  Did you say those things and not mean them?

WOW, you said you would be gone for the weekend, but I didn't think it would be the whole 10 days.  Please don't do something stupid...Please!!

I am glad that you didn't do anything stupid!!

Was it a coincindence that you replied as my call was ending and we were talking about you.  You were in my dream last night.  I won't hurt you.

You really do flip-flip.  What are you afraid of?  Do you think I'll try to take advantage of you, well only if you want me too.  Are you afraid I'll be disappointed?  I can't be disappointed if I can't have the experience. 

Do you think that you are going to fall madly in love and will be hurt when I leave?  Do you think we will make love and you will be hurt when I leave?

I would love for you to take me in your arms and pull me close to your body.  I want your head to bend down as mine stretches up and our lips meet.  Our tongues become intertwined

Posted at 09:25 pm by lylone
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Monday, October 24, 2005
She couldn't believe it - a story

She couldn't believe it . . . Was it a dream come true?  She needed to pinch herself.

He was going to cook dinner for the two of them, at his home.  He wanted to than her for everything that had done for him in the past few months.  It was his suggestion. 

She was surprised, very happily surprised.  It was something she was working towards.

When she arrived, he seemed harried.  She offered to help.  She was told no, she was has guest and it was his turn to do something for her.  That got her thinking, there was something that he could for her but she turned and walked away.  She went back to the living room, listened to the music playing and played with the cat.  All she could think about was his arms around her and his lips on hers.  She had to do something, sitting there would put her deeper into a frenzy.  She jumped up, ran into the kitchen, stated that she was helping and prayed that he would not send her from the room.  She washed her hands, turned around looking for the towel and found him a breath away.  Oh, if she just leaned a little . . . 

She stepped away and asked for a towel.  He was spinning in circles, she grabbed the towel, dried her hands and lead him to a chair.  "Sit," was all she commanded.  She took a look around and surmised the situation.  What she wanted to do and what she had to do were two different things and right now she needed to do what had to be done.

He had started to peel potatoes, so she asked him to continue working on that, cut them into chunks and get them on to boil.  He did that, but as he was he was grumbling about not having everything in control.  She turned to him, kissed him on the cheek and said, "What you are doing is fine.  No one has ever that for me before, I appreciate what you have done and the fact that you even offered to do this.  I will work on the items in the oven, you needed the help."  He returned to the potatoes and she just smiled.

Finally dinner was complete and they sat down to eat.  The meal was enjoyable, they talked about work, their families and other things that were going in their lives.  Earlier in the year she had confided in him that she was seeing another man and how far the relationship had gone.  He did not judge her, he listened, she appreciated that.  She currently was still in a relationship with another man that she was no longer in love with, as for the second relationship she talked to the gentleman weekly but that hadn't been together since the end of August and she was not upset by that at all.  He was surprised that she was calm about the second relationship.  They finished dinner, retreated to the living room for dessert and played with the cat.  They chatted some more, laughed and joked.  The evening was quite enjoyable, but she loved being around anyway.  If they were watching dust gather she would be having a great time.

He rose to clear away the dessert dishes, walked into the kitchen and let out a heavy sigh.  She walked in to see a kitchen that needed to be cleaned up.  She turned to him, touched his shoulder and started to clean up.  He stood there for a moment watched her and then stepped up right beside her to help.  Within no time the kitchen was clean and the dirty dishes were in the dishwasher.  He took her by the hand and walked toward the living room.  As they exited the kitchen, she stopped him, pulled him close, wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him.  Surprisingly, he returned the kiss, pulling her closer.  He broke the kiss and moved his lips down her neck, stopping to nibble on her ear.

By this time she was jello.  She was holding on for life.  Moans were coming out her mouth and she could not control them.  Suddenly she was swept up and carried down the hall to the master bedroom.  He turned on the light and the room glowed softly.  He placed her on the bed and closed the door.  He went around to the other side of the bed and laid down next to her.  They turned towards each other and continued where they had left off.  Eventually he was laying on top of her and she wrapped her legs around his waist.  He became apologetic for the situation.  All she could do was smile and nuzzle him.  She looked at him and said, "are you apologizing for our clothes being on or off?"  He blushed.  "Are you surprised that this has happened?," she asked, "or are you surprised that it took so long to happen?" she continued her thought out loud.  Then she pulled him to her and starting kissing him.

He couldn't take anymore.  His hands started carressing her body.  He could feel her fidgiting and stopped.  She looked at him with a puzzled look.  "Am I hurting you?," was all he could get out, very sadly.  "No," she replied, "I wish we could get more comfortable."  She followed that with a giant smile.  "Are my clothes in the way or not in the way?,"  she softly asked.  She nuzzled his neck, reaching her tongue into his ear and blowing gently.  That all he could take, within seconds they were skin to skin.  His hands were in her hair, rubbing her neck and moving down to her breasts.  He touched her breast and her back arched.  This reaction brought a big smile to his face.  His lips began a trail from her lips, down her neck to her breasts.  As he moved lower she wiggled until he returned back to her lips.  She let the tip of her tongue touch his lips and she could she the smouldering in his eyes.  She took hold of his hand, kissed his fingers and slowly licked each one.  While she was doing this he went back to her breast.  He rolled her right nipple between his fingers, he placed the nipple in his mouth.  He began sucking until the entire breast was in his mouth.  It was driving her crazy and all she could do was suck his thumb.  This was putting him a deeper frenzy.  He positioned himself so that her legs would wrap around him.  She could feel him grow against her abdomen, she loosened her grip and let him begin his descent again.  This time he kissed her stomach, her abdomen and then settled his mouth just above her pleasure zone.  He kissed her inner thighs, a loud moan ecsaped her lips and her back arched.  After she returned to a flat position she said to him, "please turn around and let me return the favor."  Without any questions he did as she asked. 

He became settled with his face between her legs and his tongue was darting over her clit.  She started stroking his penis and he became harder.  She licked the entire length of him until she reached his balls, which she kissed. licked and sucked gently.  Then she ran her tongue around the tip of his penis before she took him into her mouth.  They both licked and sucked feverishly to the point of orgasm.  Just before he got there he pulled away, turning around and told her that he wanted to climax inside of her.  Before he finished the sentence her legs were wrapped around his waist and she was getting ready to except him into her.  He could not believe how easily he slipped into her.  He got into a rhythm, which brought her into a rhythm as well.  He was almost there when he blurted out, "I love you," and kissed her deeply.  His body withered on her and let out an, "Oh my. . ." 

At the same time she started to feel her body convulse and her back arch.  It arched so much that they were both lifted off of the bed.  As she was shaking she heard him say ". . .love. . .", then felt his lips press hard to hers and let his tongue enter her mouth.  She held on for dear life.

When they were both back on earth, she touched his face, kissed his nose and asked him what he said to her earlier.  He looked at her and told her that he loved her.  She started to cry, he pulled her to him and wanted to know if everything was alright.  She couldn't speak, but shook her head yes.  He brushed the hair away from her face and said, "I have wanted to tell you that for a long time."  She looked up at him and said, "I love you, too and I know you said it first."  They cuddled together and fell asleep.

Posted at 09:56 am by lylone
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